You reach out to me now in silly little ways. I must admit that I miss you, though I do not know why.
I find your half-hearted attempts to contact me amusing, perhaps because I know this is your way of telling me you want me back.
It soothes me that you give these little efforts. I realize now that these attempts may take all the strength you have. Nothing worth having is easy to get, you know? Well, not me anyway…
Maybe a worthwhile romantic relationship is beyond you? I do not believe that. I am just too much for you, and I wish you had been stronger. Keep trying.
The next time out, I hope you are stronger. I hope you are more courageous. I hope you can return the love that is given to you. Love will bless you again, I am sure, but sadly, it will not be from me.