It’s strange how hot and cold everything in this relationship is. I love you one day. I’m indifferent the next. I want you with me most of the time. Sometimes I wonder what about you is so great anyway. Sometimes I send messages that are too long and too revealing. For the most part, I know to keep it brief and a bit mysterious. I’m never fully there. I want to be. But my mind wanders. It doesn’t know WHAT it wants. Right now, though, it wants you here to hold me as I fall asleep.