It’s been almost 2 years since you have been gone..it seems like only yesterday, it seems like a lifetime ago. It was so unexpected yet deep down it wasn’t. I didn’t want to believe you would never get better I couldn’t. I put on a smile and say it’s going okay but all I want is to see you smile again and tell me it’s going to be okay. I try to remember all the good but the sadness keeps creeping in. One day I hope to remember only the happy. You will always be in my heart.