• Archive for April, 2010

    You save me from crazy

    by  • April 30, 2010 • Friends, Gratitude • 0 Comments

    You listen You let me cry on your shoulder You give advice with wisdom beyond your years But most importantly, you hold me and tell me you love me, even when when I’m 30 seconds short of crazy Related Post I miss you. Yo Yo Yo I love you, but not like that

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    I’m running away

    by  • April 30, 2010 • To Everybody • 0 Comments

    And I’m not sure if I’ll come back. I’m burning all of my To Do lists. I might even change my name. I’m ready for a new adventure… I’m tired of the day to day minutiae that is drowning me. I’m saving myself, escaping while I can… as soon as I do the laundry, clean the house and

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    help ….

    by  • April 30, 2010 • Fear • 7 Comments

    i dont want to make hard decisions i dont want to work all summer i dont want to act like an adult i dont want these responsibilities i dont want things to keep changing i dont want my to-do list to get longer i dont want my favorite place in the world to get taken

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    My Box

    by  • April 30, 2010 • Frustration, To You • 1 Comment

    Dear Ambition, So i’m sitting in this box. Its really not that bad. its got about everything i could ever need or want and i’m pretty blessed to have it. its been keeping me safely packaged for 18 years.. there’s bubble wrap everywhere I tip over. And i’ve just been sitting in this box. Going through the

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    The New McDreamy

    by  • April 30, 2010 • Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    why must you torture me wih your simple touch across my back and simple glance with those bright blue eyes. WHAT ARE YOU DOING? you have a girlfriend and she’s adorable. sure I’m angry we couldn’t get to know each other before you got back together. but I can’t be that girl… again. you’re so dreamy and ambitious

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    Dear God – I need some help…

    by  • April 29, 2010 • God • 1 Comment

    I am teetering on the precipice of very bad behavior. I am moments from screaming a torrent of bitter truths. I am on the verge or ripping people’s heads off and shitting down their throats. I am silently mouthing ‘fuck you, you fucking fuckers’ with every conversation. I am done  dealing with idiots, addicts and

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