• Archive for April, 2010

    I’m running away

    by  • April 30, 2010 • To Everybody • 0 Comments

    And I’m not sure if I’ll come back. I’m burning all of my To Do lists. I might even change my name. I’m ready for a new adventure… I’m tired of the day to day minutiae that is drowning me. I’m saving myself, escaping while I can… as soon as I do the laundry, clean the house and

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    help ….

    by  • April 30, 2010 • Fear • 7 Comments

    i dont want to make hard decisions i dont want to work all summer i dont want to act like an adult i dont want these responsibilities i dont want things to keep changing i dont want my to-do list to get longer i dont want my favorite place in the world to get taken

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    My Box

    by  • April 30, 2010 • Frustration, To You • 1 Comment

    Dear Ambition, So i’m sitting in this box. Its really not that bad. its got about everything i could ever need or want and i’m pretty blessed to have it. its been keeping me safely packaged for 18 years.. there’s bubble wrap everywhere I tip over. And i’ve just been sitting in this box. Going through the

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    The New McDreamy

    by  • April 30, 2010 • Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    why must you torture me wih your simple touch across my back and simple glance with those bright blue eyes. WHAT ARE YOU DOING? you have a girlfriend and she’s adorable. sure I’m angry we couldn’t get to know each other before you got back together. but I can’t be that girl… again. you’re so dreamy and ambitious

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    Dear God – I need some help…

    by  • April 29, 2010 • God • 1 Comment

    I am teetering on the precipice of very bad behavior. I am moments from screaming a torrent of bitter truths. I am on the verge or ripping people’s heads off and shitting down their throats. I am silently mouthing ‘fuck you, you fucking fuckers’ with every conversation. I am done  dealing with idiots, addicts and

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