Reminder to Self:
Things have gone too far.
The fun is gone.
Do not play the game.
Go back and risk it all
Go back and lose – maybe everything.
I can want what is not good for me.
I am dealing with a seductress.
I can forget how bad it can be.
I am dealing with an insatiable beast.
I can forget this is bad for me.
I am dealing with a drug.
There is only one way to win – do not play the game.