I am writing this to tell you i found someone else. Since you won’t be with me, i am with her. She doesn’t feel as good as you, but she wants to be with me constantly and makes it happen. I know this is temerarious, but i really need it. It’s a funny world we live in that i am doing and have done the things i have undertaken. One would think all the secrets i keep could come crashing down someday and end me. I started this hodgepodge partly because of you, but please don’t feel you are to blame. If i had the chance and you changed your mind, i would still want to be with you.