I want to turn my anger into understanding but my insides are fighting it. I want there to be a rumble first so we can bloody each other up and truly get our points across.
A series of misunderstandings is truly that – a “miss” understanding. You missed the understanding of what I was saying and misdirected it so that you understand something different from what is reality.
Once the error is acknowledged it is at that point you should snap your head back on, shake it about so that internally your brain is reset to the time just prior to the misunderstanding and continue with life.
Instead, you hang on to this misunderstanding as as “actual” understanding…which is completely erroneous. It’s as if you believe that even though you have “allowed” this misunderstanding to be clarified, once put out there into consciousness it is fact.
It is not real. It is not fact. It is YOU hearing something that does not exist, has NEVER existed and CHOOSING to believe it.
Please give reality a chance. By doing that you will also be giving US a chance. You can believe it when you hear good things. They DO exist. They are right in front of you.
You can believe the truth or get ready for battle.