• I don’t understand, baby…

    by  • March 3, 2010 • The Ex • 0 Comments

    I guess I thought it already was over. Yes – my gambling problem is terrible, and it may be part of our problem, in fact. This is not like anything I’ve ever been through – My heart still loves you… I still love you! My concern is that my job may be something I have to give up for us to remain a couple, and I am in a mighty struggle over that. More than that, I am starting to accept my own weaknesses – my selfishness, I fear, is not something I can change. I’ve never broken up from anyone who I actually still cared about. I am being strong when I tell you my heart wants you, but it also tells me to let us go, at least for now. I don’t ever want you to be out of my life, and I pray that we can even become stronger together in the future as a result of all this, although the logistics of that occurrence escape me right now – too much emotion.
    I love you.

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